Plead
talk to monster and monster won't eat you.
Victims
upcoming! fun schedule equivalent :)
x Love Matters (Sunday) it's a terrible movie. =(
x The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (TBA)
x Cycling (TBA) --> I miss cycling =(
x Current Affairs Workshop (10,11,12 March)
x Thieves Market OH SO FUN! =D OWL BAG! <333
x 12 Rounds <-- hmm, boring movie? zzzzz *retches at mention of popcorn*
x Visit Objectif <-- LOMO Embassy; lomos are expensive. =(
x ARTFRIEND WAS FUN; haahs, if you consider trying not to fold a piece of turquoise tracing paper and bring it home in one piece fun.
x Knowing (Saturday)
x chalet! (13-16 April) <3333333
x X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE FOUND :D
Dramas
x Witch Yoo Hee
x ToGetHer (ai jiu zhai yi qi)
x Boys over Flowers
x Grey's Anatomy S5 WAITING S6!!
x House S5 SEASON 6 HURRY OUT!
x Gokugen 1, 2, 3
Movies
x Coraline
x Knowing
x Potter
x X-Men Origins: WOLVERINE
Sewing Machine
x fabrics purchase GOT THEM! =D
x attempts to create: jewellery tools case, purses, passport cover, lappy cozy
x BOOK COVER! COMPLETE!
Photography
x amateur photography --> kinda suck at this huh? (well, ongoing)
OHLIQ
x finish selling those ragged pieces of clothes! (can I give up already? :S)
Jasmine/A Tinge of Aquamarine
x jewellery tuning
x photography
x conceptualise
x photoshop
Cooking
x attempt to arrange/attend cooking lessons once a week with my mother CLOSE to giving up on this. :P
Fleas
x visit the theives' market at sugei road (since I FINALLY found out how to get there :) (wed) <3333333333
Fitness
x once-twice weekly jogging :) hey, relieves stress and increases metabolism! very very good. =) (or others like tennis and cycling)--> these no time. =(
x GOAL: to lose weight to below **kg :D
x dance class
x GOLF! lol.
x kayaking!
CCA stuff
x NYAA Chapter
x SPIN@TRM - NATAS
WISH LIST
x Disderi 3 Lens Camera =) --> Spreeing it! :D
x headphones? Those vintage kind! Plus won't mess my hair! (note* my head is pretty big, pls make necessary allowances. :P) --> anyone want to bring me to Jaben/Stereo?
x Jewellery Case/Box for bringing to Taipei. =)
x Maybe you can get me stuffs for my OIAP. hahas, just please, don't give me a ricecooker. -_-
x New Glasses
x Contact Lens
x Nude Heels and Gladiator Sandals!--> waiting waiting waiting!!
x Casual Blazer!--> bought! but the seller superrr slow. :(
x Robot Necklace & whale earrings!--> think I may forgo these two, whale earrings not so nice, may switch to birdie instead! Robot mahs, idk...
x Polar Bear Wire Wrap!
x Two new bags I kan shang online. Should be getting it. Except dno when she ordering also... O_O
x External Harddisk :x
leave now and monster won't eat you.
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OG 30!yay.I like my OG (ie orientation grp). I mean, it's quite nice with fun ppl and the gals are all really nice. The guys aren't too bad either, just haven't remembered every single one of them...(SORRY!!!! XP not very easy to differentiateXP) But our OGL is a traitor! He helped another OG cheer!! Hrmph. Haha. Anw, today, we had our games session and we played three games. Guess how many games we won? ONE out of THREE. HAHAHA. We resorted to cheating to win them game somemore XP It's just hilarious. We were just having fun and boy was it ever:DD Hah. Hope tomorrow will be fun too...Will be having fun together for the last time tomorrow (I think) 'cause will know our CTs next week and will be split into it...So will be a bit sad... We were planning today to go for lunch together tomorrow and planning to pont dance session for it:) Feels so wrong but so nice being so united as an OG:)) Haha. Although I'm really not very close to everyone there and not everyone is super buddy-buddy, it still feels nice that we're going to lunch together and we are not as un-enthu as other OGs. I suppose the feeling that xiang was describing about her SLC grp was like that huh? Well, it feels good:) I like it:))Hwa ChongThe first day I reached here, everyone were standing outside, in groups, waiting. The reminder that I was very alone here hit me with a bang. Previously, was conversing with lone soldiers marching off to a new school like me and we were optimistic that we wld make new friends. The optimism vanished quickly. I did not even dare stepped into this foreign building. S.O.S.-ed xiang. She was inside the unfamiliar compound that was soon to be the school I would be spending my first three months at. Argh. Gathering all the courage I had, taking a really deep breath and crossing my arms across my chest, I made a move. I was tearing up inside! ARGH ARGH ARGH. It was clear. An anti-social freak, no doubt. I missed my friends and st nicks and orange bowl! I couldn't deal with the HUGE number of boys and I felt like I was suffocating. It was as if a panic attack would occur at any one point during my day there. And I've never even been near a panic attack before. It was THAT bad. Everyone had their own cliques with so freaking many ny girls and chi high boys from IP. I wanted to cry. But fortunately, the day got a bit better later when we played ice-breakers... Still, throughout, although xiang was with me, it still felt lonely. I mean, we aren't that close and she still knows a lot of ppl in HC so she was like waving at this person and that. Also, other sn ppl who came stuck together in their cliques too...While it may be true that going to a completely new environment without any cliques will make it easier to make new friends, it must apply to the other ppl you are supposed to make friends with as well. If they are in cliques then they would not be interested in making friends with you either. It takes two hands to clap. Nothing works one-way. It sucks. Well, glad though that I made some friends from my OG anyway. But they're still the kind that fun to play with but not the sort that you can become super gd friends with (them having their own cliques as well). Haiz. Anw, hope the situation will improve when we get into our CTs. Then we'll know everyone in our classes and start to build up better and forge closer relationships.Hwa Chong : here I come! :DD (but yet the uncertainty of returning there after Os results lingers...and it mades me scared! boo! I'm beginning to familiarise myself there...)Do not be afraid of rejection, I tell myself.
Pluck up the courage, I tell myself.
But somehow, I just can't seem to do it...
It's human nature to fear but it sounds like an excuse for myself.
OG 30!yay.I like my OG (ie orientation grp). I mean, it's quite nice with fun ppl and the gals are all really nice. The guys aren't too bad either, just haven't remembered every single one of them...(SORRY!!!! XP not very easy to differentiateXP) But our OGL is a traitor! He helped another OG cheer!! Hrmph. Haha. Anw, today, we had our games session and we played three games. Guess how many games we won? ONE out of THREE. HAHAHA. We resorted to cheating to win them game somemore XP It's just hilarious. We were just having fun and boy was it ever:DD Hah. Hope tomorrow will be fun too...Will be having fun together for the last time tomorrow (I think) 'cause will know our CTs next week and will be split into it...So will be a bit sad... We were planning today to go for lunch together tomorrow and planning to pont dance session for it:) Feels so wrong but so nice being so united as an OG:)) Haha. Although I'm really not very close to everyone there and not everyone is super buddy-buddy, it still feels nice that we're going to lunch together and we are not as un-enthu as other OGs. I suppose the feeling that xiang was describing about her SLC grp was like that huh? Well, it feels good:) I like it:))Hwa ChongThe first day I reached here, everyone were standing outside, in groups, waiting. The reminder that I was very alone here hit me with a bang. Previously, was conversing with lone soldiers marching off to a new school like me and we were optimistic that we wld make new friends. The optimism vanished quickly. I did not even dare stepped into this foreign building. S.O.S.-ed xiang. She was inside the unfamiliar compound that was soon to be the school I would be spending my first three months at. Argh. Gathering all the courage I had, taking a really deep breath and crossing my arms across my chest, I made a move. I was tearing up inside! ARGH ARGH ARGH. It was clear. An anti-social freak, no doubt. I missed my friends and st nicks and orange bowl! I couldn't deal with the HUGE number of boys and I felt like I was suffocating. It was as if a panic attack would occur at any one point during my day there. And I've never even been near a panic attack before. It was THAT bad. Everyone had their own cliques with so freaking many ny girls and chi high boys from IP. I wanted to cry. But fortunately, the day got a bit better later when we played ice-breakers... Still, throughout, although xiang was with me, it still felt lonely. I mean, we aren't that close and she still knows a lot of ppl in HC so she was like waving at this person and that. Also, other sn ppl who came stuck together in their cliques too...While it may be true that going to a completely new environment without any cliques will make it easier to make new friends, it must apply to the other ppl you are supposed to make friends with as well. If they are in cliques then they would not be interested in making friends with you either. It takes two hands to clap. Nothing works one-way. It sucks. Well, glad though that I made some friends from my OG anyway. But they're still the kind that fun to play with but not the sort that you can become super gd friends with (them having their own cliques as well). Haiz. Anw, hope the situation will improve when we get into our CTs. Then we'll know everyone in our classes and start to build up better and forge closer relationships.Hwa Chong : here I come! :DD (but yet the uncertainty of returning there after Os results lingers...and it mades me scared! boo! I'm beginning to familiarise myself there...)Do not be afraid of rejection, I tell myself.
Pluck up the courage, I tell myself.
But somehow, I just can't seem to do it...
It's human nature to fear but it sounds like an excuse for myself.
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